Whenever you want something, you usually get it. And once you have it, it always comes at a price. You recieve something you don't want. Not always at the same time, but it comes eventually. The world has a weird way of balancing itself out like that. People expect things to be handed over to them, no strings attached. Well you know what? That's just not practical. You can't always get your way and when you do, you're forced in some way to give back. Call it karma or whatever, but it happens. Not that it's a bad thing in my opinion. You can't take something unless someone recieved what you're taking from them. If all people did was take, there'd be nothing to recieve and thus no one can take anything for nothing will be left to take. The world is circular for a reason. Everything is a part of a cycle and if you take anything out of the circle then it becomes incomplete and thus it doesn't work anymore. The cycle stops. When cycles stop disastor ensues, ultimately creating a new circle/cycle. I like to picture these circles as gears, the inner-workings of the world. I formulate everything in my life into some kind of cycle. It allows me to predict things, to understand why people do what they do and when they're going to do it. If someone does something once, they're likely to do it again for they fall into a cycle. Should that cycle break via an epiphany, then it stops and they won't do it again unless they forget what they learned. I wonder if anyone else knows what I'm talking about. Sometimes I feel like I understand everything. Other times everything bores me. If I were stupid, do you think I'd be happier? Not to sound concieted or anything, but I don't think I'm the dullest crayon in the box. I think I'd be an electric green or a hot magenta. What do you think? I like to think of myself as Cerulean when I'm depressed of uncomfortable. Seems like a meek colour to me.